omg. this past week has been sooo. UGH. well, last week, my apartment was broken into, plus my hamster died. D: and now, my mom's boyfriend, who i've come to love and cling to ._., is leaving us. T_T apparently, he thinks my mom is mad at him. soo, yeah. i suspect something is wrong in their relationship, i was hoping that would've told me before they broke up(they didn't yet, i don't think). but i don't understand. he's always saying he loves us. and he said he would be back, right before he left. so. yeah. (ps- normally he stays over on the weekends)and my mom says she doesn't know what she did. and i don't know either. i just hope everything works out. i love him. and he's always saying that he loves me, and that he thinks the world of my mom. you do not realize how sad and mad it makes me to see someone leave me (and my mom) behind. my mom always tells me, don't be afraid to love someone. but it hurts to love someone. and then it hurts even more when they are ripped away from you, like tearing a sheet of paper in half. and it hurt even more when i saw my mom cry. but you know, my mom has dated men before, who just... use her. that, and just run away. like one man... i was really attached to him. for about a year, their relationship was fine. everything seemed perfect, then... he just, left. left us for his ex-wife. i thought i would never get attached to someone again. but... it happened again.
i didn't see it coming.
my mom didn't see it coming.
i couldn't stop it.
i couldn't find the solution to it.
it just... happened.
and now, i can't trust anybody, love anybody, or even get close to anybody! becuz they will just be ripped away from me!
and that is how my week life was.